the word is relieve but with a mix feeling of anxiety
yes, it could not describe better the news that i wish to broadcast to u
tomorrow, i am going to be admitted to NUH (read: labour ward) at 8.30 a.m.
to be induced!
yeap, u heard it right
went for my gynae check this morning for a CCG test
baby's heart beat is ok and her water level looks fine too
i am only 2cm dilated so that is a long way to go
so an option was given to me
either induced this week or next week
well to end all misery and waiting, i've suggested for this week
so....
a) I would not get my MOM overly stressed with the delay of Smiley N;
b) I would not get overly paranoid to constantly think about her water level till the next check up and lastly;
c) I would not overly use up my maternity leave...
but...
of all the decision to be induced, the MR is getting more nervous than me
hahaha
well, it is the first time for him and me and I know he would not want anything to happen to me or to the baby
no wonder, he is reluctant for me to be induced
no worry yeah baby, u'll do fine
afterall, I'm just gonna bite your hand off
nothing serious than that except for some bruises or scar here + there
kwa kwa kwa
