I have learnt that New Year should be celebrated with resolutions. A migration process for one to recap the past doings, identifying faults and def. a learning platform provider for one to analyse in bid to find a proper solutions/options to one discontented actions. During this period too, I never failed to do some soul searching, of which, a gauge was done on my doings as well as lifestyles by establishing a list of achievements/dismay for the past 1 year.
I stumbled upon Surah Al-Hashr: 18.
Allah s.w.t. berfirman yang bermaksud: “Hai orang-orang yang beriman, bertakwalah kamu kepada Allah dan hendaklah setiap diri memperhatikan apa yang telah diperbuatnya untuk hari esok (akhirat) dan bertakwalah kepada Allah, sesungguhnya Allah Maha Mengetahui apa yang kamu kerjakan.
Upon reading it, it sent shivers to my spine as I knew that I have never done enuff to achieve the feeling of attainment or rather equipped myself with substantial knowledge to be prepared for the 'DAY'. And it concerned me too that without such power knowledge, I questioned myself if I am prepared to lead Nadrah to be a good muslim.
Henceforth, Insya ALLAH, with Maal Hijrah 1430H, I resolute that for all goals that've been lingering in my dainted mind will be honoured and graced. For me to be able to share the values of islamic teachings to Nadrah will indeed be th best gifts for me. It will be a challenge indeed balancing dunia dan akhirat.
But!!!!
I will try my very best cause I really really hope to be grining from ear to ear while typing an entry of my life report book when Maal Hijrah 1431H comes on 18 December 2009.
Amin Amin Ya Rabal Alamin.