katherine mcphee - over it
many things that i wish to have the power to brave over it
first and foremost would be the '7 days massage'.
it is not that i am anti towards getting my body be pampered and treated with 'lemongrass' oil but i am definitely dread being 'bengkung' by yards and yards of cloth that wrapped around your body tightly as an assurance that it will not get flabby and forth.
thanks for it, yes, my stomach is getting better each and every day
but what a sacrifice and horrific actions that i have made towards the MR
point 1 -
i feel super duper uncomfortable carrying little Jepon cause there's knots here and there and i'm sure she is feeling the discomfort too as she will cry whenever i hold her.
point 2 -
it is super duper hot as though i am a walking sauna where most of the time i would be pespiring mad and getting cross easily over minor stuffs
point 3 -
due to increase of body heat and itchness formed, i have no other alternative than being MEAN and CROSS with the MR. feel bad for reacting this way towards him as he has tried his best and i know for sure he has been the BEST dad for little Jepon. Sowwie B, i don't mean to react this way but this Bengkung thingy is getting on to me and i thanked and love u for all the patience u have given me (sob sob sob). love u much!
i really hope that the massage session will end soon. (by Wednesday, i will be free from bengkung. kwa kwa kwa)
hopefully, i have the determination to control my diet and regain back my post natal figure
though i am still hefty before but it is better than being what i am now
so watch out AMORE and SALAD nights!
apart from the Bengkung, one more final thing that i wish to get OVER will be the 44 days confinement. due to 44 days rules, i can't go out with the MR and has to stay incubated.
due to 44 days rules, i can't help my mom with chores as such (not that i am boasting) but i pitied her for doing all those laundry and wanting me to be pantang always
due to 44 days rules, everyday is AIR PERIUK and NO COKE or FIZZY drinks for me
due to 44 days rules, i have to always keep myself warm with socks and slippers
due to 44 days rules, i have to leave out our MAC bites session with the MR
i think i'll be insane with the 44 days rules.
how come the MAT SALEHs are not tied with the 44 days rules?