i know that it has been a while since i last update
and while i am doing so, my kind parents have brought nadrah to hospital to visit Alwiyah
u stay strong yeah cuz, Insya ALLAH, it will be OK.
coincidentally, i noticed that most of the time that i stopped bloggging is because of work and till todate, i am still tied up hands, legs, body to work. think work is my concubine for now since November, i have to manage 4 projects, of which, 2 are major ones. sometimes, i have the urge to just press the button but the passion is keeping me alive. do projects is not bad afterall but to have a micro-managed management is tuff. with preseverance, i have gone through the high and low tides of it and remarkably, i have been there for nearly 4 years that i have seen the no. of peeps come and go. talking about it, i miss you girls, Mardiah and Shu Juan, the fantastic four seems to be just fantastic one. can't wait for our gathering this Monday @ Carousel. a mixed celebration i can say. to celebrate our reunion as well as to a farewell party for Candice. sad again cause another good friend is going to a better greener pasture. oh well, life has to go on and the world doesn't revolve around me haha (just a personal joke)
anyway, enuff of work talks.
life been well spent and occupied so far. juggling hard between my professional roles as a daughter, a wife, a mother and a worker. exhausted but i guess to make things happen, we just have to sacrifice. gone was my afternoon nap moments, long night sleep, a cut of my blog reading session (miss reading plain jane, faeza, fezah, missy zai - sorry for not replying to your tag, yeah), a significant cut of watching movies (the last movie ever watch with nash was 2 years ago, double whammy) and other introvert passions of mine.
but all of it proves the best of life since nadrah and me had our quality time together, clean my house regularly (though mom is staying with me, i just dun feel it is right for her to do it for me though she wants to...), decorate up my house for raya (bye bye $$$), started on my projects for the better (can't help it, ideas roll to me whenever i am under pressure), night date @ mustafa centre with nash only (sometimes, u just have to shop w/o a baby), be more organised in work stuffs (though there's always be rooms for improvement, a learning process i would say) and more
despite frm all the rattling mentioned above, i am glad. glad to be with a happy family and extended ones too. i love you all very much. no matter how hard we try to excel in the materialistic world or to be the cream of the crop, nothing beats the best than to always be with your family. =)
my blog has been pictureless for most of the times, so managed to ask my wonder cousins to take pics during raya. why so? my cam is spoilt and i am saving for a good dslr. hopefully in december or march 2009. good things can wait yeah. or maybe, this is another hopeful hint to that someone that it would be a wonderful, great, blissful, contented, exciting, glamorous suprise if i got it on my birthday. it is coming all rite... haha
btw, kak, do remember your promise to me yeah. i want the chocolate one... hahaha
p.s. one of the pic, i look like i am pregnant. but no ah, i just boncit frm drinking all those carbonated drinks. lost 3 kg and hope not to gain more. so diet coke from now on. =p
