i feel jinxed... jinxed with praises
am i crazy? yes, very much...so do drop me a water gun so i could shoot myself wet
(no kinky thoughts yeah Shu Juan... =p)
maybe it is me but i often associate praises with pessismistic acts.
with wild imagination, i often believed that each praises received or earned will be tagged with a negative trait or demerits. in simple example, should i received constant praises on me having good creative juice, somehow or rather, the creative juice in me will be drained hence turning me to be a rusty creative processor.
and it is happening to me now... YIKES!!!
so, does anyone know where to shop for the creative juice top-ups?