it has been a blast holiday. basking in the sun accompanied by the soothing waves of mauritius.
gorging to the wonderful cuisine; a blend of Creole, Chinese, European and Indian influences. shedding away those worriness and the red dot everyday stress by diving to the relatively shallow and clam water just to get marvelled by the coral reef.
but... wait a minute
reality check.
no holiday. no basking in the sun. no wonderful cuisine it has been.
instead i've been practically been in the office slogging my way thru the harsh life of corporate world and indespicable people with 'shallow' and 'scheming' in their middle name, fighting my sanity. (so what's new? bah!!!) likewise, it has been the 'shittiest' week ever and talk about the 'ox' year. certainly a bleak moment to start with. being a sensitive me, i can easily be plumbed to such circumstances and gloom over it. till i start to realise or came across a saying that 'to make things change for a better, it is u who will make it happen'. Move over the heavy shadowed clouds and bleakness, cause i wish to make it happen it my way. and yes, i have promised myself that i shall 'cheong' all the way and make you realise my 'worth'. even the 'nasi lemak' can overthrown the power of 'kacang'.
indeed a challenge for year 2009 and i certainly pray that i won't stoop to my knees easily and admit defeat. Always a believer that things happen for a reason and it is us to understand the cause and take it as a learning point. everyday in fact is a learning journey and no one is living a perfect world or life. beneath such joyful blog entries or smiles or even photo shots, there's always the setback. well, i am living in a real world and virtually, my entries are not that much of happy and joyful incidents. i shared my angst, frustration, happiness, suprises and more on this blog. it's a virtual page of expressions as i always tell myself.
so for this week. i am feeling shit like hell but i compensate it by snapping alot of photos and baking macaroons for Nadir's 3rd party. think i am into baking and photog as my fav interest this year (hope it last... hahaha). anyway, u can enjoy the pic in my facebook and even add me as ur friend (disclaimer - nope, i am not selling myself, i am just networking and expanding my social link). guess what! i met most of my tampiness sec school frens from facebook and it has been great to know how we have aged well and gracefully, if i can add. lol
here's a special clip that i took during the party. he is trying hard to focus at me while the rest is singing the bday song. ok ok no clip cause something wrong with the server. and since i am dead tired and tomorrow is a start of a busy day or even month, i shall go to sleep now. too many concept papers to submit and admin file. so if u really wanna see it, just click on my facebook. or not wait till i have time to do so. lol
while that happened, i bought Nadrah this gorgeous pair of shoe and suspenders from Pumpkin patch. Honestly, i think my salary not all but most of it spent on her especially her clothings. what can i say, except i am happy that she does not inherit this 'peary' shape of mine but instead settled with nash 'lankiness'. but hey, she does look after me though her eyes abit tak kena gitue. somehow, i blamed for always argue with my boss during my pregnancy terms as she has 'her' eyes. darn.
and while enjoying the good food prepared by my mom and sis, i start to think about work. strategy to be implaced on how i can dominate the office and prove my worth and let them suffer and cry if i'm given a chance to move to another section.
i know, quite spastic with my right palm shielding the negative force from entering my right face. part of fengshui as i tried to explain to nash. he shuddered.
and when that pose failed, i strike another 'ungodly' give me the power of mind pose. that even failed miserably, cause he laughed his brain off looking at me.
but sensing my angst (yes, i've taken over his mr volatile title now), he coax me to take a threesome pic. and from threesome, we became foursome. lol
but since foursome and threesome is too much to handle, we settled for a 'lovey dovey' lovers photos for recollection of our dating time. so miang so gatal pose. lol
well having him and nadrah completes me. but to have the whole family stand by you and loving you always is the best deal.
though i've gone thru the shit of the week but i am glad the weekend is paid off. i feel the love when i am with them. thanks for making my day.
but since foursome and threesome is too much to handle, we settled for a 'lovey dovey' lovers photos for recollection of our dating time. so miang so gatal pose. lol
