i would want to think that i have done my best to help him
but is it my fault if he defies my kind acts and still practise the same bad habits?
i ponder away. graving through the actions that i have made before
was it insufficient or was it being taken for granted?
clueless as i can be now, no work can sweep me away
i am sinked. sinking deep to my deepest hole
what more can i do?
p.s. my condolences goes to nur amalina binte othaman. you are a wonderful person to begin with despite our short conversations and meet-up. rest in peace.