at times it just piss me to the core
why can't they find the cause of one such behaviour?
a love given by a stranger does not drenched the thirst for a mother's love
sad to say for such thirst, he has to bear the consequences
he is stupid as what all others would say
he has the choice not to do it as what all others would say
it takes himself to change for the better as what all others would say
but to all 'others would say'
he was just 14 years old going to be 15 when it happen
likewise, the 'all others would say' he knows what is right or wrong
but then again
a boy will always be a boy
he has yet to mature to think of all this
all he wants is his mom's attention
and that something that i can never give to him
it makes me think if all the juveniles in the world are born to be bad?
or has it ever incur in 'what all others would say' mind that there's always be a trigger point
no one want to do bad nor want to be a bad person
situation, angst, emotions, thirst for a mother's love, attention, jealousy, peer challenge are just the pushing factors of one actions
i used to be in the 'what all others would say' society
refused to understand the whole theory
but now, i have changed my perspective
today
i am wishing for a miracle
L.Y Tam
