the word is relieve but with a mix feeling of anxiety
yes, it could not describe better the news that i wish to broadcast to u
tomorrow, i am going to be admitted to NUH (read: labour ward) at 8.30 a.m.
to be induced!
yeap, u heard it right
went for my gynae check this morning for a CCG test
baby's heart beat is ok and her water level looks fine too
i am only 2cm dilated so that is a long way to go
so an option was given to me
either induced this week or next week
well to end all misery and waiting, i've suggested for this week
so....
a) I would not get my MOM overly stressed with the delay of Smiley N;
b) I would not get overly paranoid to constantly think about her water level till the next check up and lastly;
c) I would not overly use up my maternity leave...
but...
of all the decision to be induced, the MR is getting more nervous than me
hahaha
well, it is the first time for him and me and I know he would not want anything to happen to me or to the baby
no wonder, he is reluctant for me to be induced
no worry yeah baby, u'll do fine
afterall, I'm just gonna bite your hand off
nothing serious than that except for some bruises or scar here + there
kwa kwa kwa
today is 'Visit the Gynae' Day
wondering what the Dr would say
keep telling her that mine would be late
but no no no, she kept giving me this impression that it will be early
well Dr, u are WRONG
it is late
3 days already still nothing happen
because of the delay
my MOM got worried sick
u all should see her facial expressions (worried + lethargic look) and actions (always pondering and maybe istigfar byk2) nowadays
i know she's stressed with me for not giving birth yet
but try imagine me trying to pacify her not to worry too much
hope the Bibiks would come into rescue
tell her not to worry
cause if it happens, it will happens
thanks for your LOVE, Mak
but don't worry k
Insya ALLAH, nothing will happen to me yeah!
