GeoTagged, [N1.34721, W103.70538]Seriously, it has been awhile since i experienced such feeling. If i could remember, this feeling akin to quesy tummy tightening up, giving u an unrest mind and sleepless night, was when i had to choose my course of study, or when i'm about to be interviewed by a panel for my first job or even during akad nikah. This would i termed it to be as 'life threatening choice'. Cause the moves taken ur decisions made will either bring u to a path of serenity and everlasting happiness or u can just be dumped to face eternal suffering and dissatisfaction.for above-mentioned scenarios, it had bought me undeniably good living; choose a course that's no longer available and this make me realised that in spore all u need are just papers qualification, i'm at an organisation for 9 years now and i'm wedded to my best friend; nash.
And now, I'm at a crossroad again. and I need to make decision fast yet sensible. Will i stay at projects mgmt and go through the anxiety, nerve wrecking moments, deadlines with bouts of 'why' hovering every corner of my minds or shall i take a new path to CLN, learn something new, network with different group of people, rework on processes and start from scratch? Shucks... I'm torn. Really torn. YA ALLAH, guide me pls.
