today is 06/07/08
a cool date rite?
busy busy busy and plus the fact that it has been a 'blah' week for me
A 'Bloody Loud Annihilated Helluva' week
this week i do not have any quality time with my family especially and nadrah and it saddens me at some juncture that she's more close knitted with her opah than me. to take it positively, i could take it as a time where i could just relax and have a time of my own since she does not want me. but truthfully, it hurts big time that she prefers her opah than me. it is not that i am jealous but i am still her mother rite? and i would not mind sacrificing all the time in the world just to be with her. she will be turning 16 months soon and what baby mentel she has been. she never fails to make me laff terkekek whenever she has her antics be it good or bad. i really can't wait for her to turn 2 so that i could play barbie doll with her and even 'masak masak. though nash preferred to theme it as playing 'makcik makcik' but i tend to disagree on that context cause we are using the toys utensil to cook so it has to be 'masak masak' and not 'makcik makcik'. just because of this, we had a little debate and till now, i am still contesting it to be 'masak masak'. watever! this payday, i will go to toy'r'us and purchase that set. oooohhhh...the bliss of having a daughter... (i am not being sexist...k) watever!
sometimes i wonder how i can cope and 'preserve' myself to stay rooted in the team
preserved too much till every bits of my flesh are decomposing to ground zero
this would not be of much interest to harp on so, let's just move on to next better topic
loads of things to share and pics to upload but tiredness and fatigue prevails
maybe i just need a fresh coat of blogskin, just to get me going on with the entries...?
yanti, can do it for me, pweety please? i treat u to my 'to die for' brownie with ice-cream boleh?
kalau tak boleh, i add aglio olio, the cili padi style to the list? nie mesti bleh kan?
arghhh tomorrow is Monday. AGAIN!!!????
another busy week, fresh loads of papers to do as well as stagnant meetings to attend
hope i'll be perfectly cultured and lucid while ranting mad with my awesome kakis
however, there's always be a lady that i will constantly miss.
let's meet up soon for board games! or even movida?