but i am not volatile no more
this morning was no difference at all
after few incidents and occurence, it struck my mind that nadrah may developed 'barneydictivesm'
started out with repeat tossings on the bed with slight outcry, she would then resorted to sudden shrill since her cry was not heard by anyone of us.
at 4.00 am, i woke up. because miraculously, she spun herself like a bottle with her head at our feet. my efforts to bring her back to the right position failed as the tossing and turning starts. an half an hour later, she just sat up and shrilled for barney. this continues till 7.00 am and by that time, i had to prepare to go to work.
a bit of sleep here and there but i find it restless since i was having bad and tiring dreams. fighting with crocodiles, climbing up a mountain, swimming in ocean just tires me up till i was contemplating to take urgent leave since i in a dire need of a good rest and sleep.
suprisingly, i decided not too cause i value the opportunity to be in CLN and i'm taking this as a proof to the 'other' people to not think of me otherwise. i've made a pact to myself, no matter what, until i am sick to the core, then i shall take mc or urgent leave. cause for now, i am happy to be appreciated and for that i shall serve my a** for these kind people.
hum hum hum
while i serving my a** to these kind people, i just can't wait for 16 may 2009. i am meeting my secondary school gals. only 2 of them. yes, i am a nerd and loving it. lol
