that's aside (weary or wary-someone made a bloody mistake on that)
i am feeling weary definitely and not wary
lost my enthusiasm in doing projects or even write a concept paper
the ideas are just not here.... they seem to vacate from my brain cells once funnival over
and coming to 1 month plus, i have done nothing (despite the urgent leave due to family matters) i still can't believe that i am so so so under-productive
to date, i am proud to declare that I have yet to start on:
a) all projects/programmes concept papers
b) clear my accruals
c) to tidy up my files (though it is half way done... but more to go... ???)
d) and endless stuffs that i need to follow up
sadly, my next project is on 14 & 15 June 2008
and i still have yet to do anything
where's my bag of motivation dust?
but in a meantime,
i will just settled for my comfy, wonderful king koil bed with stacks and stacks of pillows for me to lie my aching head, body, legs and feets
till tomorrow
then i will raise the alarm to start to be super - productive...
