a wayward entry to begin with
however, i find it is too interesting to just omit it out
was surfing the net during 'no nadrah' time and came across Scorpio famous traits and it was a pleasing suprise for it characterise me as follow:
- The Scorpion is one intense little creature, with enough poison in its own tail to disable or kill a much larger opponent.
- You Scorpios can use your "stinger" for self-defense, using your powerful emotional awareness to render your opponent harmless.
- Scorpio is the only sign that has three animal totems.
- First, there is the well-known Scorpion with its active tail. Second, as the Scorpio learns to master its passion and hold its instincts at bay, it changes into the Eagle. The Eagle has more perspective, for it flies high above the surface of circumstances, swooping down with its power only to kill prey for food. In its third form, the Scorpion becomes the always-peaceful dove. The real meaning of Scorpio is thus shown.
- Scorpio is about metamorphosis.
- Scorpios transform the painful poisons of possessive passion into a higher consciousness based on universal love.
- The Scorpio motto might be "What is hidden is more interesting than what is obvious."
- You are the detectives of the zodiac.
- You have the magic to light up the dark, but sometimes you would benefit by looking at the positive side of things rather than going into the darkness at all.
i am not saying i am a perfect creature.
but i do know that i was flamed with angst and frustration at that instant.
looking back, i questions if for all i have done; were there any hidden agenda or was it of my sincerity to be there for you.
it took me the whole night pondering over it, recapping and analyse the whole situation. after much thoughts and confrontations within my own personal mental space, i felt for the latter. with the angst in me, blindly i could take it forward and draw a rampage front as for a scorpio; we could be 'terror' beneath the calm composition.
still, i decided not to do so. i respect for what you have concluded for and i shall not pursue further. no, i am not guilty stricken; for as long as i know it was with sincerity and friendship that i did it albeit u felt otherwise. i will not start a cold war cause i am not childish and i assume u not too.
so let it be. it does hurt me but i shall not let that be a crumbling tool. i move on and you too move on. nevertheless, one thing for sure, the incident gives me a hard knock on life together with a new motto in life, "What is hidden is more interesting than what is obvious."
